Six is a number that is currently weighing heavily upon me. At age 30 I have had six sex partners. To some it’s low and others, high. If I look at it like I am 30 and have had sex with six different guys it doesn’t seem too bad, but if I look at it in a more broken down manner, it does.
I lost my virginity at 27.92yrs old. I am currently at 30.75yrs old and my last ‘new’ partners were at 30.58years old.
Two were in relationships.
Two were one-night stands
Two were two-time stands.
Four of them I slept with the first day I met them, one was a friend who is no longer one, and one was a patient boyfriend.
With this being said, I am ashamed at how I got to six, but I am not ashamed of the actual acts. I honestly thought it would be easier to find someone to just have regular physical relations with. The first one I guess I was just lucky as I just fell into it. I’m sure my number will grow past 10, but have vowed no more one-night stands. I just need to believe I’m worth it and finds guys that are worth it.
Sorry, just a reflection I’ve been having the last couple months…